omgomgomgomg! I LOVE THIS!!
You so rarely write something angst/flangst-y, but, my, when you do, you have a special way of making everything more direct, real, unpainted and not overly-described, but still you create such clear pictures and everything just plays out behind your eyes!! It is sharp in a way that makes you connect with the characters and feel their feelings, understand them, easier, than if there had been used long flowing descriptions and fancy heartbreaking words!
I bow to your magnificence!
♥